There’s something you need to except right now. You are going to hit a brick wall at some point on your journey to be a producer (in fact this really applies to all fields whether director, talent, etc). In fact, you’ll probably hit more than you’ll ever be able to keep track of.
There will always be those who think you can’t do a job you know you can do. Who think you still haven’t proved yourself. Who don’t believe in the same philosophies of pay it forward and scratching each others backs as you do. Who don’t work as hard as you do. Who want to cut corners, take short cuts and not raise each project to a higher standard than the last. There will be plenty of people to tell you no or it’s impossible. You will probably never quit trying to justify what you do and why you do it to believe who aren’t in the business too. There will be people who are pursuing it more for hobby and fame versus passion and profession.
You will find yourself knocked on your ass and deflated on occasion. There will be times when your ready to pull your hair out, scream, shout maybe even throw a few things. Man or woman you will shed tears. You will lose sleep and precious time with family and friends. You will have to make hard choices. You will have to give of yourself time and time again.
You will be broke. No sense in sugar coating it. Go into it understanding that up front. It’s a labor of love. You have to prove to your self and others what you can do. You have to build your name and credits. You have to get experience. And that often means working for free or next to nothing. Especially in the beginning. Even if you eventually get a multi-million dollar deal it probably won’t ever cover the gas, late nights, sleeplessness, time away from family and friends, food, expenses and everything else you have to put into it. And film projects done well take a minimum of a year (depending on what your working on and what phase you came into it) from beginning to end so it’s not like you can start your first project today and have something to show for it tomorrow. So then you find your self juggling your day job with your dream job so you can support yourself while pursuing what you love.
There will be projects that fall apart or never get finished for one reason or another. You won’t always have much say or control. There will be projects that never get off the ground. There will be conflicts of all sorts some you never even imagined.
It takes time. Me, you, each of us need to except that and know it whole heartedly upfront and going into it. It takes time, patience, determination, perseverance and a whole lot of belief in yourself and your end goal. We have to be strong, pick ourselves up, wipe away the tears, brush off the dirt, bandage the wounds and just find a way to climb over that damn brick wall. It’s a wall after all. It’s not like it reaches to infinity which makes it climbable. Which means we can climb it and make it over the top. We just have to figure out a different way. After all, we’re producers. Isn’t problem solving one of our biggest job descriptions.
Most of all. Know you aren’t alone. Why do you think I’m writing this post. I’ve been there. I’ve had to give myself pep talks, overcome things, climb walls I thought I’d already climbed, stop and reevaluate things, juggle bills, felt guilty over time taken away from my kids, work multiple jobs and most of all dust the dirt off my bruised ego and the ass I was knocked on more than once.
But at the end of the day I love what I do and there’s not another career path for me. It’s who I am. And if nothing else I’m doing what I love and teaching my kids to do the same. To follow their dreams and passions.
So my first suggestion to you is to make sure it’s who you are. Really think about why you want this. What does it mean to you. What are you willing to give up and do for it? How much time are you willing to give it and put into it? Even if you never find fame and fortune do you think it’ll still all be worth it?
My second suggestion: find a theme song. Something that inspires you, drives you, helps cushions the blows and even gives a helping hand when you been knocked down and had the wind deflated from your sails. Play it whenever you need to. It’s also nice when it just randomly plays on the radio as if the universe knew you needed it. The song can change and you can have more than one. These days mine is Sky Full of Lighters by Eminem.
My third suggestion: surround yourself with people who will love and support you no matter what but who are never afraid to tell you exactly as it is and ask you questions you should be asking yourself.